I have thrown myself in the belly of the peace. Its a strange kind of anxious tranquility. That both calms and startles me...... so let's see now I have to go buy supplies for my project and work on 8 different projects at the same time.
I should be freaking out right now and I kinda am, but not normal amount... its not a healthy amount of panic. Its just a very drone in the background kinda of jingling instead of a high pitched shreiking noise that consumes me.

I kinda like this apathetic post panic driven peace I have resurrected in my self.